status: it's complicatedly engaged

e.n.ga.ge.d.....what a big word!

so now what, we exchange rings? will it be as easy as exchanging liquids in our mouth? or is it a little bit more complicated than that?

and than what? suddenly the idea of pending the 'i do' was somehow not as silly as you thought. i mean, what if:

- i can't tolerate anymore of the stupidly selfish habits of yours?
- i got sick at your work-hour, day sleeper and night crawler?
- i smell your morning breath and it just makes me wanna puke?
- i don't even wanna look at your feet? it's too hairy...
- i disagree with your political view?
- i decided i don't really want to understand you?
- after a couple of years, i thought, the sex isn't so good anyway?

probably for the oddly same reasons you think

- how stubborn i could be and oh, how annoying
- how bad i dress, at any occasion
- how i could grow fat faster than a lizard grow its tail
- how bitter my coffee is, and nothing i cook is eat-able

what if i leave you. or worse, you leave me...

drama.drama.drama.


Cheers,
-ajeng-